my memoir...in more or less words
...one day at a time, one step at a time, one day it won't feel this bad and I will breathe with no pain inside of me. it may not be easy it may not end well, but i am not giving up anytime soon. today i am happy to be alive, and for the first time in years i can say that with no regrets... one day i know, ill finally be free, one day ill be me, and one day the world will know me just as me all of mee just wait and see, you'll see how this broken soul became me...
for all you potterheads..i know you are out there:)...i am sporting the blue and gold, the home of the creative and quirky, and very proud:) add me HallowSickle20
ps i'm no where near perfect...i may seem completely happy but i am not..i've done stuff that i am not proud of and i have the scars to prove it...but i'm getting better, and realizing that i am not alone...and i want to share that feeling with y'all (yess i did just say y'all)...<3 stay strong
PSS ALL THE POETRY ON MY PAGE IS MINE UNLESS STATED OTHERWISE. PLEASE BE SMART AND DON'T STEAL THEM. I TRUST YOU GUYS JUST BE SMART...sorry for the CAPS
...if you ever need a friend...please don't be shy to message me...i love making friends, of all kind, and you can't ever have too many...your scars will become beautiful (i think so, dont ever believe otherwise)...you aren't alone...
cut free&burn free: I am not allowed to start counting again, it will not happen
drug free: 3 YEARS !! (i've finally made three year of being clean, it has been two long years)
mental breakdowns: had my 2 leading up to the big one, it won't be pretty
3 meals a day: can't...too much medication..
caffeine/acid product free days: 0..ha it will not be today
IT.ALL.ENDS.TONIGHT. I WILL CRY. <3 HP FOREVER
***if my life was a disney movie...it would be alice in wonderland;)***
oh my god.
this is exactly how I feel.
I could never have said it better myself.
wow.
(viaif he does, my boyfriend will realize how truly fucked up I really am for once.
(via forevermealwayslovingyou)
She leaves her mark everywhere. She’ll leave mascara stains on your pillows, not from crying (though you’ll worry) but from sweating it off trying and failing to fuck away her feelings. She’ll leave coffee cups all over your house, dirty underwear on your bathroom floor, notes in lipstick on your mirror and cigarette butts on your balcony. At first you think she’s trying to make an impression - trying to leave her jewellery on your nightstand so she has something to come back for - but then you start to realise, she’s just unforgettable.
(via doom-kitty)
“He must’ve known I’d run out on you.”
“No. He must’ve known you’d always want to come back.”
(via madimpossibledoctor)
if you don’t think Kim Possible’s school sign was the best then you need to get out of my face.
YES!
(via tigereyes2893)
- depressed person: laughs at something funny
- moron: what, you're laughing? i thought you were depressed you're supposed to be sad all the time and crying and suicidal you're not really depressed you faker
